落泪以前 再看一眼 你模糊侧脸
我凝视你 而你凝视 窗外的阴天
诚实的背后 是否 住着伤口
雨下过以后 是否 能让什么 复活
你的项链 还在胸前 晃动着昨天
如果我们 继续向前 走进雨里面
现在怎会 说句话 就弄痛一边
(OK I’m almost done with my exams now..just one last paper left, which I’ve s/u-ed already, so I’ve a bit of time to sit down and write.)
I cry pretty easily, I think. But so far, no song has managed to make me tear. This is the only song that almost succeeded though – the first time I listened to it. So whenever I’m feeling down I’d play this on purpose. It never fails to put me in a melancholic mood, but somehow that makes me feel better in a way. I love this song, because…well..I can’t put a finger to it actually.
Maybe it’s that last line in the chorus – “雨下过以后 是否 能让什么 复活”. There’s no hate..but there’s a tiny tinge of hope. I don’t think the line between love and hate has to be so thin. When there’s no more love, can’t there just be…nothing? It doesn’t have to be filled by hate. Just a kind of emptiness..a void. And the void isn’t really filled up – you just let it be, because once it’s filled by hate there’s no turning back. And you’ll never know the answer to “如果我们 继续向前 走进雨里面 会不会有溶解的危险”. At least if it’s empty, it might be refilled again some day. Even if it isn’t, well it’s worth it because that person has made an impression in your life, and good or bad, it should stay because you’ll learn something from it.
And the bridge – “明明从前 连争执都很甜美 现在怎会 说句话 就弄痛一边”. It just shows how easily people change. They change before you realize it. And by the time you realize it, it’s most probably too late to do anything. But then again, that’s part of life and we just have to live with it. And it’ll never feel the same again no matter how much you try to repair it.
But then yet again, that’s what makes the bonds we share with others so fascinating. Isn’t it?
–said by..guess what – yours truly! hahaha.